Melmonica

hey hey.. it’s been almost 2 weeks since i’m here.. alone. i’m currently staying alone in my rented room. everything has been great. my life, my job… i’m seriously living my dream life. okay.. only no lotsa moolah but who am i? i’m just an undergraduate. gotta get down & dirty to work my way up:)

anyway.. i feel so independent. so carefree. so happy! i’ve haven’t been happy like this for a long time. everyday wakeup to work for my dream job, dream company & when i come back, i cook. it’s like “WOW”. Me cooking?? although studying life is so much more relaxing than working life but i never cook in ums unless it’s a special day by special i meant like once in a year kinda thing

i don’t know why but… when i arrive in kl.. i kinda try to save money on whatever that i could save including dinner. it would be so much easier to tapau something after a hard day of work but nah.. i passed it. not going out during weekdays.

and now baby is coming to kl soon… i kinda have mixed feelings. i’ve been living so happy taking care of myself, not depending on anyone for help & now that baby’s coming.. i’m scared that i’ll depend on him like how i used to be.

well, whatever it is.. i have become a new person. i am not the kind of girl i used to be. i feel very adult. thinking of job, saving money for the future, saving money for marriage.. & i know that saving money for marriage is kind of a guy thing but hey, if i’m capable of working, earning my own money, why can’t i chip in  a lil for the wedding of my life? hehe.. too soon to talk about wedding. stable job still tarak haha.

gosh, i seriously can’t wait to live in my future. before this i thought that if i work my tails off, maybe saatchi would hire me after my internship. but i guess, one of the requirement of working in saatchi is having experience in the industry for few years. so for now, i have to start applying at other agency.. though i don’t know which one cos saatchi has always been my dream agency but we’ll see. hope i’ll get somewhere good. most importantly, hope i still can get a job during this economy crisis!

Wahey.. after long long time being under inside the cave wtf zzz

Okok.. this post is gonna be crappy & snappy cos i’m dead tired yet cannot resist the temptation of onlining

Neway neway, i’m currently at section 17 dee!! ready for my practical on monday!!! saatchi & saatchi sumore!!! ugly betty even mention the saatchi brothers in this week’s episode!!!

thanks jinni for saving my life - helping me get a room here.. & thanks to roy whoever you are without u i’m homeless

Plus plus.. i drove to yi-poh & kay-elle in one day.. okok some might think so what kan?

HELLO IF YOU ASK ME

can drive to yi-poh ka?

jusco nia laa.. other places tarak tau woh..

you see how hopeless am i in navigating & driving long distance but i drove to 2 places in one day so… *WOW* thanks to yan qing for teman-ing me, teaching me & bringing me go kai kai so i won’t get bored starting to love you liao/my bf better be careful lor/i cant wait to see my new bf(f) on monday yay go pasar malam yay zzz

7 days since I last saw my love.. bloody hell didnt give me the pic we took at the airport also.. luckily i didnt cry.. only cried when i had to leave my dearie soo ai.. cant wait for her to be back from china tomorrow to catch up with all the gossips but still still (!!!) it will never be the same baybeh.. missing u like hell *sobs*

& i wana meet up with my les partner stephy baby.. sorry huoy feng u’re fired although u live in old klang road but i wana makan the famous klang bak kut teh (!!!)

PS: better dont lemme see elias this week although i didnt cry but still (!!!) i miss the new donk & my pretty boy so much!!

LOOK AT MY BEARD!!! AIYOH SHOULD HAVE WORN A TUBE BIKINI SO DAT I’LL LOOK NAKED IN THE PIC ZZZ

HEADLINE OF TOMORROW: BEARDED NAKED WOMAN ZZZ

PPS: told u it’s crappy kan.. still wana read? kekeke

I hate studying.

I freakin’ effing hate studying.

I can’t wait to finish my papers.

Officially less than 12 hours to go!!

Miss blogging. Wait till I blog A LOT till people get sienz reading that they are begging me to close down this site. hehehe.

Okay.. back to Software Engineering pah! International Marketing student studying Software Engineering. *WOW*

Currently Listening to Angel by Leona Lewis on iTunes You know the quiz “How well do you know so & so” on Facebook? Well, recently I created one for myself. And out of 20 people who took the quiz, only 5 people got 37% and it’s the highest clap clap boo boo, 5 people got 0 *WOW* & the rest got 12% & 25% zzz. And I don’t blame people for getting low marks cos da quiz is “How well do you know Melissa’s deepest darkest secret” zzz. Even my love also get 37% nia.. but luckily he is da highest lor:D & so baby tarak syok so he created a quiz himself also. His questions are easier than mine but… the answered is all the ones that he told he me likes before uwaaaaa. When I got to know that I only scored 25% terus MSN him and scolded haha.

Mostly my conversation was ‘oi this oi that’ zzz. Cos seriously.. his MSN caption put Lady Gaga & now he’s telling me that his fave singer so far is Khalil wtf Fong & I swear to god I heard him saying he wana be a marine biologist & he loves bossa nova.. go read his blog BlackSoda. Cheater cheater!! Newa, no matter what 25% or 0 % kekeke.. I’ll still love u muax muax. Can’t wait for my zhen zhu nai cha woohoo!

I know I’m not allowed to eff or s*** but what the hell. This post is excepted.

Current mood: dejected

Sat for Your Royal Hotness’ paper today.

…

As I studied for His subject yesterday, I felt a sense of connection with the subject. The feelings of darnhappysmileyass for successfully unlocking the secrets.

In short, it’s like the feeling of “EUREKA!!” when Sir Isaac Newton discovered gravity lack of science knowledge he’s the only person i know zzz

But in the exam hall, I didn’t have that Eureka sensation. Not even close. In fact, I was only halfway through from solving the puzzle.

Sorry Your Royal Hotness, it was a mess. Because I was so rushed in wanting to solve the final puzzle that I didn’t even settle the earlier puzzle.

It was so disappointing. So disappointed with myself. The frust of knowing the answer but not able to finish it is totally crap. I never felt so shitty before in any papers.. that’s because most of the time I do not know the answers & that is clearly my fault. But this… this is unacceptable. I’m not blaming anyone blametimeblametime or anything but I just wana release my frustration here.

There goes my A.. all the hardwork, all the fun times trying to impress YRH had to end this way.

No matter what, thank you Your Royal Hotness. It’s been a pleasure learning your wisdom. Sumimasen. I had failed you…

PS: Nice haircut;)

Greetings~ I am Melissa zai. I have chopped off my hair and to go well with my new hairstyle, I changed my gender into ‘ah boy’ zzz.

Neway, after months of thinking, surveying, researching, finally I cut my hair, pixie style.. but some people say I look old, some people say I look like a lecturer huhuhu dat’s not the reaction i expected

So, let the pictures do the talking:))

Before entering salon, wana cut this style de

But baby says the reason the hair looks nice cos it’s blond. Just imagine if it’s black, look normal nia.

So I went from this

& this one

Cut fringe d:’(:’(:’(:’(

Short deee!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, tadaa

& tadaa again:)

So freakin’ damn short kan.. I don’t remember cutting my hair this short. Well, been meaning to do so & finally, after months of collecting guts.. me marching into the salon, ask da hairdresser cut like the style in magazine (pic unavailable). At first the hairdresser don’t dare to cut dat short. After reassuring him that I would not cry & that I am comfortable with a shorter do, den he chopped off uwaaaaa

You know.. I was being brave & all that before he started his magic on my hair. When he cut my back hair like a boy, I was still ok with it.. but when he wanted to start cutting my fringe, I closed my eyes. When I opened, gosh… the first thing I said was, “OMFG, see la.. wana cut short sumore”:’(:’(:’( Reminds me of ANTM with all those models complaining during the makeover session pah!

But now I’m getting used to this short do. Excess baggage gone. Feel more free spirited. More fun & for the 1st time in my life I bought a hair wax. WOW. I know i very de kampung in this kinda stuffs zzz.

The reactions I got from today:-

Sophia, Rachel & Jessica: Nice nice.. Come let’s go cut like that too (but their face expression doesn’t seem so real wor huhu)

Zi Quan: Wow, Mel… (laugh laugh) Quite nice. Better than.. you know who la *wink* But leh… you look like Dr Magdalene wor uwaaaaaaa

Elias: WHAT THE…… FISHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! FFFFFISSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Is this real??(pulling my hair sumore T_T) ouch

Soo Ai: (shouting from her kitchen balcony sumore zz) Melissa Newton!! Eh, where’s your hair arrh? Who ask you so hiau?? Aiyah, I shouldnt have told you the name of da salon la. See la you cut your hair dee uwaaaa

And so I’ve stolen Kah Lin’s helmet. Cos last time she got the helmet hair. Now it belongs to me T_T. CKL said I looked young zzz

Neway, me tomolo go photoshooting trip with them with no hair. My family suddenly got 4 sons liao. WOW.

Thank you, Your Royal Hotness.

But… I’m not satisfied.

Wow wow wow. I’ve been following MTV reality show called The Girls of Hedsor Hall, it is about collecting 12 of the wildest, out of control girls in America, put them in an English school & change them into a young lady. So, along the way, they’ll show a bunch of crazy things the girls did in their past & last Sunday was the season finale episode.

I was looking forward to knowing who will win. Of course I have my own favourite of winner but MTV punye one liner summarization of the video destroy the anticipation. They reveal in the one-liner summary that Kimberly was going to win zzz. So, what’s the point of watching the video if the one-liner already reveal the winner zzz. Nevertheless, I still watched the video.

& just recently The Hills Season 5 is back. This time MTV edit The Hills punye… well I don’t know what you call it.. you know the part where they introduce all the cast… yeah, that intro part. If you compare, the intro part in season 4 and season 5 is different. & I prefer the season 4’s intro cos it makes them look so rich & fabulous, that they are living in a Hollywood life that some of us dream of. The way it was portray like,”Bam bam bam” all the cool activities that they do, match with the music beat plus what I love is the camera swirling & light sparkling. It is so smart of MTV to edit that way.

But in season 5, it was like… MTV just put them up for duno what sake.. no meaning, no direction… just very blah.

Watch the video if you don’t understand. I’m really bad with describing things. Sumimasen.

Season 4

Season 5

Love Katy Perry. Love her video. Enjoy:)

Currently Listening to: Rock Me In by Britney Spears on iTunes

I’m not a BIG fan of Britney but I have to admit, I am addicted to her Circus album & this song is my fave of the lot.

Well, today I have nothing meaningful/intelligent to post about not that I have posted anything intelligent before zzz

Today, I shall blog about how not to let your bf pay for something heheh.

My boyfriend or shall I say… a lot of our bf likes to pay for our stuffs. Cos it shows that they are gentleman, makes them feel more man & maybe… in control of something i duno what am i talkin abt wtf

So, today baby & I went to the foodstalls near the football field to get something to eat. I wanted this cucur udang but baby has paid most of my food already I don’t want him to pay for me anymore huhu.

So, I figured out when the lady is almost done cutting my cucur udang & ready to give it to me, I went,”Baby, look what’s that??” (Pointing at the football field). So baby looked over the other side & I paid RM1 to the lady for my cucur udang.

Baby got frustrated cos like any other bf… they wana pay for his gf.

Am I smart or what haha XP

Seriously, you may call me that & I encourage you to call me that. Cos I want people to call me that.

It happened like this…

Everything was going well with my presentation. Well, until… my hp rang. Like any other 20+ years old young adult, I went “OH SHIT!!” Right in front of the suai ge face. How un-ladylike am I. How rude am I. How how… aargh!!!

I can never forgive myself for 1) not switching off my hp and 2) cursing in front of that suai ge. Haizzz, am I gonna be like this in the future? If my presentation in front of client doesnt work out the way I want it, then I ter-shit or ter-fuck out?

Thus I vow never to say shit or fuck anymore. I don’t want to ruin my future. So, you may call me shit melanie just to remind myself of what damage have I done.

I learnt my lesson. No more shit or fuck. Please, do call me shit melanie.